Getting Closer

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Wings and Things

 I took Des out last night for the best chicken wings around. We sat at the bar and when I left to use the men’s room I ran into a buddy of mine so I was away and left Des unattended for maybe 10 minutes. When I came back to the bar some guy had taken my place and was blatantly talking and flirting heavily with Des and worse, she seemed to be enjoying it she was leaning toward him and laughing with him even touching him, just his arm but still touching him. I admit I didn't like seeing her enjoy the attention of another man. I had a huge knot forming in my gut, but when I approached the bar she extended her arm and wrapped it around my waist and introduced me to her new guy friend as her boyfriend. This made me feel great and the knot started to subside. We left shortly after to go outside and listen to the blues band that was playing at the place behind us. We hung out for a little while in the courtyard listening. The city we live in always has lots going on during the weekend, the trouble is Des works weekends so we can only catch some of it. I couldn't keep her out to late because she had to work this morning. So we listened for a little bit and then headed home.

I brought her back home stripped her naked and cuffed her to one of my  dining room chairs. I spread her legs and ate her luscious cunt. This woman has the sweetest cunt I love the taste of her juices. I devastate that hot pussy and leave her wilting, sighing and slumped in the chair.

I told her I’m going to go take a shower sit still. She got upset and said, what? You can’t leave me here. What if you fall and crack your head open? I told her, Then start yelling for help. She said, But I’m naked. I said, so, and went in the bathroom and shut the door.

When I came out she looked very perturbed and to be honest I don’t think I’ll do that again because I think it really bothered her more than I would have liked it too. So I apologized and told her I wouldn't do that again. She seemed to be okay after that. To make it up to her I let her suck my cock. I’m learning that the best way to keep Des happy is to let her suck my cock. The other day we had a little argument and the whole argument was settled by letting her suck my cock. If I just let her suck there are no problems. I find that quite alluring.

She went right to town sucking my cock, swallowing it up taking the head into her throat and moaning while she did. I love hearing her moan, love the sounds she makes and love knowing that to her sucking my cock is the best thing in the whole world. You just can’t beat that. I jammed my cock in, literally fucking her mouth while holding her head firmly between my two hands. I thought about that asshole at the bar and how she looked as she talked to him and was imagining what she would do with him in bed. It's a strange, thing its like I'm of two minds. I don't  want any man to touch her ever and yet the idea of it arouses me. The worst part is that she does see other men or at least she keeps that option open I don't know if she in fact uses it or not. I'm imagining her sucking this dudes cock and hating that I'm thinking this all at the same time and I think about her swallowing his load and how she would moan and that's when I shot my load and it was almost as if she really were swallowing his load, in my head, except it was my load. I'm not sure why she brings this part out of me. I've never really been excited by this idea before but I am with her. I've always been a strong confidant dominant and somehow this woman is undermining me, getting under my skin and throwing off my equilibrium. This makes me realize I've got to exercise more dominance with her, this little vixen needs a stronger hand. I grab her by the hair and I kiss her and I tell her, I want you to be mine! I don't want other men's cocks on your lips. I kiss her again and tell her, these lips are mine. She doesn't agree or make any promises but I can see I've left her breathless.

I had the urge to spank her but it was getting late and she had to get to bed for work in the morning so I released her and then we snuggled in bed. I enjoy sleeping with her. I really wouldn't mind at all if she slept here every night.  

Night Out

Last night I took my sub out for dinner and music. We had a terrific time as we always do. When I took her out to the truck I totally took her by surprise by handcuffing her to the handle on the roof by the door. I opened the glove box and pulled out a plastic bag which contained a toy and I fucked my slut silly though I couldn't leave her long with her hands over her head as they quickly fell asleep and I had to release them. So instead I just cuffed them together in front of her and made her suck my cock. We could hear people all around us but none close enough to see us but the sound of the people added to the arousal.

It didn't take my sub very long to make me cum and I gave her a very big load which I made her  open her mouth and show me, like a very good girl she did. I left her in the cuffs till we got home and then I immediately bent her over the couch and fucked her hot pussy making her moan and cry out and cum over and over until I eventually decided to deposit my load in her wet and worked cunt. What a good sub she is.

D/s Quotes

I ran across a few quotes on Dominance and Submission and wanted to share them with you all while I wait for my sub to get off of work, any moment now. My ropes are ready. hehehe


“Submission is not about authority and it is not obedience; it is all about relationships of love and respect.”
― Wm. Paul Young, The Shack: Where Tragedy Confronts Eternity



“So you’ll get your kicks by exerting your will over me.”
“It’s about gaining your trust and your respect, so you’ll let me exert my will over you. I will gain a great deal of pleasure, joy, even in your submission. The more you submit, the greater my joy – it’s a very simple equation.”
“Okay, and what do I get out of this?”
He shrugs and looks almost apologetic.
“Me,” he says simply.”
― E.L. James, Fifty Shades of Grey

“It's hard for an educated woman to turn her head off. That's part of the joy of being a submissive. None of the decisions are yours. When you can't refuse anything and can't even move, those voices in your head go silent. All you can do, and all you are permitted to do, is feel.”
― Cherise Sinclair, Dark Citadel



“Men love a submissive woman, Damon said simply. Even when they say the don't. There's just something about a beautiful, soft woman looking to them to protect and take care of them that inspires a man to greatness.”
― Maya Banks, Sweet Surrender

Waiting On My Sub

I guess as bloggers go I'm not a very good one because I get to busy to blog. I'm off today and wishing my sub were here to keep me company. She's working, she's a hard worker I give her credit. She is working until late tonight but plans to come over when she is done. After she showers and relaxes I've got plans for her. hehehe

I'm going to bend her over my dining room table and tie her to it in that position and then her sweet ass will be all mine. I'm going to spank that ass good, turning it to a crimson red and then from there I'm undecided as to what I will do, I think I'll go with where ever my mood takes me. It will definitely involve some of  her most favorite thing, sucking my hard cock while I pull her lovely blond hair and fuck her mouth, which she'll so sweetly beg me for moments before. My sub is the best cocksucker I've ever encountered! I'm so hard right now just thinking about her hot mouth on my cock and her gorgeous brown eyes looking up at me.

Can't wait for her to get off work. Hurry up Des, your man needs tending to.

All Tied Up And All Mine

I promised Des I wouldn't read her blog before writing this and so I haven’t. She didn't want either of us to effect what the other would write. Since I do enjoy making her happy and she is such a good sub and I thought this was a good idea, I agreed.

I wanted the night to be perfect. I made her a nice candlelit dinner of Steak and a salad because that seems to be her favorite food and I can cook a bad ass steak. I love to cook and I’m quite good at it. We had a nice romantic dinner, a lot of staring into each other’s eyes and those quiet moments when you’re both full of intimate thoughts of each other. After dinner I took her into my arms and started kissing her.  I heard her softly moan as we kissed and could feel her body weaken in my arms. She began to grope at my cock and I know Des already she wanted my cock, she’s hungry to suck it. I was anxious to get her into my bedroom but for the moment that would wait. I gently pushed her down to the floor to her knees and I unfastened my pants and took them off along with my shirt. She moaned as she drew nearer toward my cock. I felt a growing warming sensation throughout my body anticipating her mouth on my cock. She wrapped her lips around my cock head, the warmth and moisture felt incredible. She slowly took me into her mouth. It felt amazing. She was moaning as she sucked and it seemed as if she were relieved to have my cock in her mouth. Could that be? I reached down and slid my fingers into her hair caressing her head telling her what a good job she was doing and what a good girl she is. What a good girl she is at that.

She swallowed my whole cock I could feel her chin rubbing against my balls. She is such an awesome little cocksucker. I love it when she swallows it - my darling deep throat angel. I decided to let her suck me until I came and with her expertise this doesn't take very long, trust me. My cum erupted in her mouth and if you could only hear how she moans for it as it coats her tongue. She loves it and she’s truly my cum slut and I tell her so. She smiles with a sense of pride. It is obvious that she is proud of her skills, as she should be. I pull her to her feet, kiss her and I walk her to my bedroom. I can feel her trembling as I take a hold of her arms. I take her into my arms and remind her that she is safe with me and that I would never harm her. She looks into my eyes as she says, I know, I trust you. My heart melts with her words, I am honored and touched by her trust in me.

I pull her close as I bend down toward her to kiss her. I love kissing her. Did I mention that she has the most beautiful kissable lips? They are full and sexy and she adorns them with the prettiest shades of red. I can easily lose myself in the sea of her sweet sensuous kisses.

I grab her hair and use it to turn her around where I bend her over the bed. I’m feeling tender toward her and the swats of my hand to her ass are more of an act of my caring for her than of my dominance, she wants it as much as she wants my kisses. I begin to swat her sweet ass. God I love her beautiful ass. I hit it and then rub it and squeeze it and then I hit the other side and rub it and squeeze it, such a spankable, squeezable ass she has. I continue this pattern making her pale ass redder with every swat. It is pure delight to watch her flesh grow from ivory white to crimson red and I know she loves it, she craves it, she wants it. I get down on my knees and I bite her ass all over and kiss it and then I spread her legs making her put one on the bed for optimal spread and lick at her sopping wet cunt, mmm, I love the scent of her and I love the taste of juice dripping on my tongue. She tastes like she was made for me. I feel beaten by my desire for her, I want her. I want to make her mine! I direct her on to the bed and tell her to lie down on her back. She does as she is told, she is so very good at taking orders.

I begin by tying the ropes to each leg and wrist but she is not yet fastened to the bed. I was watching her closely, making sure she was ok. I was aware of her fears and of her slight claustrophobia. I would not allow her to panic. For her to become too afraid would not be good. Before I began to fasten her to the bed I asked her, what is your safe word and she told me. I open the drawer and show her the safety scissors and tell her that just in case. I caressed her head and kissed her and then went to work fastening her to the bed, I could feel her big brown eyes burrowing into me as she watched me go to work. Usually when I’m tying knots I become quite focused on the act of knotting itself but I knew it was very important for me to monitor my sub more closely than I normally would and be sure she was ok because I promised her that I would.

I turned and looked at her and sure enough she was staring, fixated on what I was doing. I could see the nervousness on her face.  I smiled at such a beautiful picture of helplessness that she was. Once I had her securely fastened I cupped my hand over her pussy and slid my middle finger in her slit. I was amazed at how slippery wet she was already. She was highly aroused. She was moving I could tell she was testing my handy work, seeing if she could escape. She could try all she wanted I was quite certain she’d never escape and I told her so. You’re mine princess, all mine! 

She moaned as I said this and it was clear to me that it aroused her to be my captive---to be mine. My heart swelled. I began feeling up her body, squeezing her tits sucking them biting them, fingering her pussy, eating her pussy which was spread wide open for my own personal usage like a king’s banquet feast. God how beautiful she looked spread out and all mine!

I made her cum a lot as I ate her juicy cunt. She was crying out my name and telling me how good it felt and begging me not to stop. I could eat her all day listening to her go on like that. But I had promised her something else too and I am a man of my word and a man who isn’t true to his promises isn’t a man at all.

I went over to my closet and pulled out the new toy I’d purchased while I was away. I purchased it with the sole purpose of using it on her and seeing just how much I could make her cum. I suppose the same goal could be achieved with my own cock but I like administering the pleasure as I observe. It’s difficult to truly observe when you are caught up in the pleasure sensations yourself. It’s not all that unlike trying to see the sights on a drive when you are driving. It’s never going to happen.

I worked the rubber toy into her pussy soaking up the joyous sounds of her sweet feminine moaning. I fucked her with the rubber dick and played with her tits, squeezing them and rolling her nipples between my fingers watching her writhe between the ropes as they bound her, listening to the soft moans roll off her tongue, my sweet beautiful prisoner. I made her cum numerous times. She cums so easily, so often, I love this.

I took the toy out and brought it up to her lips I smeared her cum all over her lips with the toy and then made her suck it. I told her to go on and clean it up, a good slut always cleans up her toys. She moaned and licked and sucked the dildo clean. I took the dildo away from her lips and pushed it back into her cunt and while I fucked her pussy with the toy I made her suck my fingers. She’s so oral that I think she’d suck just about anything you put in her mouth. I love how oral she is, it’s one of my favorite things about her. I created a fantasy telling it to her and asking her questions. I could tell the fantasy was getting her excited so I kept talking about it and fucking her pussy with the dildo stopping sometimes to make her suck it. I won’t tell you the fantasy but maybe she will when she tells you her side of things. I felt it best left up to her.

After I’d made my sub cum so many times she looked completely exhausted I decided it was time to fuck her mouth, I’d also promised to do that. I crawled up near her head and pushed my cock in between her lips and I began to thrust in and out of her hot wet mouth. God I love how her mouth feels on my cock! I wanted her to eat my cum more than anything. I grabbed her head by the hair and began to really fuck her mouth. She’s moaning under me and I can tell she loves this. I fuck her mouth over and over telling her what a good slut she is for me and how I want her to eat my cum and then it happened my cock started shooting out its hot cum and pleasure ripped through my body like a tidal wave of explosive sensations. As she swallowed up my cum she was moaning just as loud as I was. Not only does she swallow my load but she takes the ultimate pleasure in doing so. It pleases me even more that she loves it so much, that she loves swallowing my seed.   

I make her cum several more times with the toy and I spanked her pussy. Then I release my sub. She is tired I can tell. I’ve made her cum hard. I ask her if she’d like to take a hot bath and she says she would love to. I run the bath and fill it with bubbles. - I bought the bubbles for her I don’t use bubble bath. We got in the tub I had her sit in front of me with her back against me she laid back and rested her head on my chest as I washed her and played with her in the tub. I love the feelings I feel when I’m caring for my sub. As much as I love tying her up and being rough with her and using her sex, I also love this tender gentle side of things too and I felt so happy that she was finally surrendering to me in this way too.

After our bath we dried up. I poured us a glass of wine and we snuggled in the bed, kissing and caressing, talking, sharing and laughing. She spent the night with me for the first time and we slept holding one another close. It was a very special night, one I am certain we will both remember and relish for a long time to come.  

What Does it Mean to be Dominant?

What does it mean to be dominant? That’s a good question. I guess really it just means to dominate. However, I would like to hold myself to a higher standard than that. Any asshole can be dominant and we all know there are plenty out there that have no business being dominant. 

Protecting your sub should be your first priority. Pushing her limits is fine but forcing her limits is wrong. Even more, you can’t just play and leave her to fend for herself, after care is of the utmost importance especially after a heavy scene.

Being dominant, or at least being a respectable dominant means taking responsibility for this beautiful person who gives you the most treasured gift of her submission. My dominance is the part of me that forces me to take what I want to push my sub past her limits but my character is what makes me a good dominant, my character is what makes me one who cares for his sub and one who wants to protect her and look out for her in every way. To me that’s what it means to be dominant.   

A Special Night

I'm in my hotel room, just got off the phone with Des and my mind is full of the imagery of her lovely kissable lips. How I want to kiss those lips and get my fingers into her beautiful blond hair. Only once I'm full of her kiss will I strip her naked and walk her to my bedroom where I'll pull out my marine rope, only the best for my sub, and tie my beauty to the bed where she'll be all mine.

I'm planning the night I want it to be very special. A special dinner and lots of romance before the event. Perhaps a glass of wine if she likes, after dinner to help her relax. I'm so honored that she has decided I'm trustworthy enough to do this. I will not let her down in any way. She will know she was right to trust me.

Anyone have any other ideas of how to make this night extra special?

Phone Fun

I had really been looking forward to this trip and looking forward to being away from home for several days, but now that I’m in it and I have a new, sweet, and sexy sub at home waiting for me, I can’t wait for it to be over.

We talked on the phone last night for hours and then again this morning for a little while before my breakfast meeting. Phone sex with Des is incredible. You would have to know this lady to appreciate her. She is quite shy and quiet, like I mentioned she’s an abundance of contradictions. Yet as sweet and shy as she is she is never afraid to talk filthy or to beg for my cum. What a mixture of perfection!

She had no issue coaxing my load last night and another one this morning. Her only issue was that she couldn't be here to lick it all up. This was my issue too. I miss her and can’t wait to get home to her and kiss those luscious lips and entangle my fingers in her long blond hair.

I bought a new toy while here to use on her when I get back. I told her that once I get her tied up, we are going to see just how many times I can make her cum. hehe hehe